Breathe In Red

Create
Mingle
Change
Through this journey
Remember who I AM
Run
Be free
However
Stay close
As Your heart burns after Me
Love
Encourage
Be My Fire
When the flame dwindles
Rekindle Yourself
The essence of Meyume*
Never dying

*Asterisk word(s) are found on the glossary page.

Face forward
While I rest My eyes
Into Your back
A representation of where
he and I stand
Stewing in rage
Feeding from repeated
Encounters
his struggle
Defines Your strength
his fear
Stems in the beautiful
his confusion
Partners’ fervor against disdain
his lips fluent
In a language he cannot interpret
Yet

Next to Him
Laying next to me
Warmth
A capsation* long missed
Remembering moments
To share upon return
Hold me close
Tight around the middle
Shh…
This time
Ours to seize
Let the scent
In Your curls
From Your face
Drip softly through my pores
Rushing my blood
Reviving hours, days, weeks
Spent away
Now can you see
How We are One?

*Asterisk word(s) are found on the glossary page.

Missing You
More difficult
Than loving You

Show myself to me
The first holy sexy
Unseen
Clothed and positioned
Or naked and enriched
Allow the pleasure
Of what You see
Create an image
Beyond the world’s distortion
Shed light on the long lost
Spiritual ideal

Anger felt for You
Hot faced
Heart beating up
Almost out
Temper boiling
Over her words
his silence
They speak of You
And it pains My soul
Your Wife broken
Hurt and longing
They speak finitely
Direct without question
Of Your being
My Love
My Husband
How do I share what We have?
A relationship with intimate measures
The world waits
Needing
Brand new unexplained

I have dreamed of you
More often than honest
Words remaining untold
His plan
Spins in steady motion
my words are few
Compared to the ones fashioned
By Him for you
my patience never stretched so thin
Knowing more comes to you
Waiting on Him
Waiting for you

What if:
The dice lands on its corner?

A sweet scent
Still lingers
Laced between my fingers
Awakening
A delicious memory
Mmmm…
Brushing through
Dark brown curls
Caressing the edge
Of a vast land of pores
Strokes absorb
An arousement flares
Such a sensation
This smell so unreal
Imprinting My nose
A memory all mine
Tucked away safe inside

 Nightmares
Driving my mind awake
Tears streaming down my face
Reality realized
Through a quiet darkness
Help me now
Possess this silence
My Love
My Husband
I admit I am scared
Save me from my fears