Category Archives: Brist

Last Night

Last night I had a nightmare You were there Held me tight Whispered softly over and over “It’s ok, it’s ok, it’s ok.” I fell in love with you From beginning to end, again I nuzzled closer Smelled your familiar … Continue reading

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Timing

It’s happening again That lower than low kind of low The sinking inside myself The thoughts that create a gaping hole The well inside that is no longer a producer of water Just a dry empty, useless well I wonder … Continue reading

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Numb

Pain And then Nothing Hurt And then Tears Disposed And then Replaced Numb

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Sleep

You must be sleeping I miss watching you sleep Sounds so creepy But it gave me peace I would softly caress your face Gently pull back loose strands of hair While you lightly snored While you breathed in air It … Continue reading

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In the Kindest Way

Freedom is a lovely feeling To not have to look back To move through people As if Each was the last Loyalty is nothing if not given in return How can I let go? When I’m still so much in … Continue reading

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The Before You

I’m less excited For your visit This makes me sad I can’t imagine that you don’t see a shift You always noticed that shit And I hated you for it You continually say “miss you” But I will not return … Continue reading

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Say When

We both knew it would happen It was just a matter of when That when Was last night You want me to be proud for you Excited even I am neither Feed your need Because I cannot And now I … Continue reading

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Band Aid

The words always flood in When happiness is furtherest away I am literally aching For you And I cannot reach you I listen as you satisfy others And my sorrow roars My loins throb My stomach turns And I want … Continue reading

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March 11, 2020: Plan B Second rate The backseat An after thought The Last Resort

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Beauty in a Blade

*Disclaimer: cutting is a serious health issue. Please, if you or someone you know is cutting contact your health care providers and/or the suicide prevention hotline at 1-800-273-8255 for help. Take care of yourself and the ones you love. I cut … Continue reading

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