We both knew it would happen
It was just a matter of when
That when
Was last night
You want me to be proud for you
Excited even
I am neither

Feed your need
Because I cannot

And now
I will not

Why does it affect me so?
A heavy and now
Broken heart.

I want to vomit.
I want to cut.
I want to go deep into a well and never rise

Just another one of my past concubines

I must un-invest
The time spent on you has expired

Good luck
I truly wish you the best